I hope you're sitting down for this one. If not, don't
say I didn't warn you.
Two weeks ago I received probably the most shocking news
of my entire life. And it has taken me a few weeks to get to the point where I
can tell all of you about it on this blog. What can I say? This is the kind of
thing you see in a romantic, tearjerker movie. Not in real life.
Remember this summer when my first ex (Ken) dumped me?
Remember how devastated I was because I was so crazy about him?
Well, two weeks ago one of his daughters contacted me.
I was shocked to hear from her, but thrilled because I loved all his daughters
as if they were my own. However the way he had vanished I never expected to
hear from them again either.
Anyway, she and I began emailing. I told her Ken had
dumped me and how crushed I had been. She replied, saying she thought someone
had told me what happened. Bless her heart! She thought I knew. Over four
months later she had to break the news to me.
It turns out Ken didn't dump me or desert me in July.
He died.
WHAT?????!!!
Ken was 44, a vegetarian, health nut, ran 10 miles a
day, never drank or smoked, worked out, and was gorgeously handsome. He looked
like the picture of health.
But he had an aneurysm in July and died instantly. She
said it was a shock to everyone.
I've done some research since then and discovered his
one addiction (coffee) is probably what killed him. If you drink more than 5
cups every day you do serious damage to the arteries in your brain and heart,
and an aneurysm is a real possibility. Ken drank waaaaaaay more than 5 cups
every day and had been doing that for decades.
Once I got over the shock I had to grieve...again. It
seems I had grieved for the wrong thing this summer. I had grieved because he
dumped me. But he didn't dump me. He died. So for the last two weeks I have
grieved for the death of this amazing man.
Fortunately, I was blessed with some awesome positives
during this time. His three daughters are back in my life, and they are
incredible women, whom I adore.
And my Fey mate has been wonderful throughout all of
this. He is truly the sweetest man. *swoon*
He was the one who helped me pick up the pieces after
Ken disappeared in July. He was the one who restored my faith in myself, which
had been shaken to the core by Ken's disappearance. He was the one who gently
showed me I can trust a man and love again.
Yeah, he is a treasure, and I'm truly blessed to have
him in my life. Have I mentioned lately how much I love him? Well, I do.
*wink*
Okay, are you ready for some upbeat news? Yes, I have
more news. You know me. The SexWitch's life is never dull. ;P
Thursday night I received an offer from Amazon that
was too good for this lusty Fey chick to pass up. I spent the night reading
through contracts, and on Friday morning I accepted the deal.
(...drum roll...)
I am now an exclusive Kindle author, and I'm thrilled
about it.
YAY!!!
That's right. My ebooks can only be found in the Kindle
Store now and nowhere else. They are still $0.99, and anyone can buy them in
the Kindle Store. That hasn't changed.
What's new is now they are also "Prime" books. If you
are a Prime member at Amazon you can borrow my books at no charge from the
Kindle Owner's Lending Library.
Too cool, huh?!
You can read more about this on my books website, which
I spent hours updating with this fab news on Friday. If you haven't been there
lately, check it out:
If you're one of my Nook fans, who bought pdfs of my
books directly from me, those are no longer available. But don't worry. A Nook
is basically an Android tablet, which you can "root" and add the Kindle app for
Android. Then you can read Kindle books on your Nook.
Alrightyyyy!!!
And that's the thing. There are so many free apps now
for Kindle. Almost everyone can read Kindle books. So I'm thrilled to be an
exclusive Kindle Author.
YAY!!!
Before I end this blog post I gotta tell you
Saturday was a landmark day for me in 2011.
Know why? Cause all hell broke loose in my
personal life on New Years Day. And 2011 continued to be a year of extreme highs
and lows in that area of my life. The recent news about Ken was no
exception.
In fact, I got in the habit of staying in bed
for a few minutes every day after I woke up. I did it so I could think about
the latest disaster in my personal life, and what the hell I was gonna do about
it.
But you know what I thought about on
Saturday morning when I woke up?
Nothing.
That's because for the first time this year
everything was good. My love life rocks, my personal life is calm for a change,
and life is good. I woke up with a happy, clear mind....for the first time...on
December 10.
Hey, better late than never, right?
lmao!
*smooches*
Laura Stamps
Pagan Paranormal Erotica Novelist
(HOT vampires, shapeshifters, witches)
Email: laurastamps18@yahoo.com
Website: http://www.avampskiss.blogspot.com
My Kindle ebooks (all $0.99): http://ht.ly/4GPqd
Blog: http://www.erotica-laurastamps.blogspot.com/
Twitter: http://twitter.com/sexwitch
Pagan-Place: http://www.pagan-place.com/profile/LauraStamps
Google Plus: http://www.gplus.to/SexWitch
Pagan Paranormal Erotica Novelist
(HOT vampires, shapeshifters, witches)
Email: laurastamps18@yahoo.com
Website: http://www.avampskiss.blogspot.com
My Kindle ebooks (all $0.99): http://ht.ly/4GPqd
Blog: http://www.erotica-laurastamps.blogspot.com/
Twitter: http://twitter.com/sexwitch
Pagan-Place: http://www.pagan-place.com/profile/LauraStamps
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Congrats on the Kindle success :) That's great. I hope you make even more sales now.
ReplyDeleteAnd again, my condolences on your loss.
Wow on all your news in different ways. I'm so sorry for you to hear that he had died but you sound very upbeat and positive as usual. Well done on the kindle deal and in having such a wonderful man! Keep on having fun and writing.
ReplyDeleteSorry about Ken!
ReplyDeleteWow on Kindel!! Way to go!
CONGRATS!!
So sorry to hear about Ken. :(
ReplyDeleteBut congrats on the Kindle! :D I have a bunch of the free apps, too. I've never followed through with the urge to buy the shiny gadget. ;)
Laura,
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear about Ken...
Sometimes it takes a rough year to give us the perspective to appreciate the good years...
~WW~
Sweet Laura,
ReplyDeleteI want to applaud you for having the strength to share this with everyone. I know how difficult it must have been for you to write this. Carl, Bill, the CritterKidz, & I are sending our deepest heartfelt sympathies as well as lots of healing energy, Love, & Light to you & yours.
I feel I should also extend my gratitude for this post. Your courage in telling us what likely led to the sudden & tragic passing of your beloved Ken could very well be a precious, life-saving gift of warning to others & I hope people take heed. As a matter of fact, Carl goes through caffeinated beverages or just plain Vivarin like it's going out of style & that's going to stop. Here & now. Today. I can't imagine my life without him. Therefore, not only do I applaud your strength of character in openly writing of your heartbreak, I appreciate you for giving the rest of us this insight in an effort to save any of us from having to experience the things you've been through these past few months.
I'm very happy for you that you've renewed your relationship with Ken's daughters. I'm sure that helps you immensely with the healing process.
Congrats on becoming an exclusive Kindle author! That's terrific news, darlin'! I'm so excited for you! I'll have to figure out this "root" thing for Nook, as that's what Bill has & he's expressed an unexpected interest in reading some of the same things Carl & I do on our Kindles.
Thank you for being you, Laura. Blessed Be.
Svehex, thanks, sweetie! I'm excited about the Kindle exclusivity, and just hours after I did the deed it began to look like a very good move for me.
ReplyDeleteThanks too for your kind comments. It's been an intense two weeks, but I'm in a good place with Ken now, and oh so grateful for my sweet Fey mate and his love. xoxoxxo!!
BexT, thanks!!! I forgot to mention I'm back at work on the new vamp novella and it is coming along very well. The semi-vacay I took in November really refueled my writing batteries. Just what this overworked novelist needed. *wink* Love you dearly!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Melody and atthequillsmercy!!! I think this is going to be a very good move for me. *muuuaaahhh*
ReplyDeleteThanks, WitchyWolf!! Always wonderful to hear from you, good-lookin!! You actually knew Ken at PP when he was there from March - July. His username was "Replay" and he always used a wolf userpic. He was in your wolf group too.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I definitely appreciate the good moments since the last 4 years have been so rough. But this has news has also given me a deeper appreciation for my Fey mate and how that sweet man picked up the pieces of the SexWitch this summer and put me back together again. I am truly blessed!
Love you!!!! *manyhugs*
Thanks, Cari! I had wanted to write a post about Ken as a kind of memorial. I thought I would do it next year on Imbolc, since that's when we really started to get serious and our relationship took off at Witchbook where he found me. But then I woke up with a clear head yesterday and knew that was the day to do it. Ken never liked for me to mention him on my blog, but I don't think he will mind this one time. He was a very good man to his daughters and well-loved by his employees and friends and his critters, as well as by me. So I wanted to do a post that would honor his memory.
ReplyDeleteYou're right! I was horrified to discover the lethal affect too much coffee has on a person's arteries. Who knew??? I'm glad you're gonna cut your sweetie's coffee consumption. You don't want this kind of tragic end for him, too. Shivers!!
Rooting a Nook is easier than you think. All you gotta do is google "how to root a Nook" and all kinds of how-to articles and videos come up telling you how to do it on whatever version of Nook you have. Too cool, huh? *wink*
Love you soooooo much, sweetie!!! You are definitely a shining star in my life and I treasure our friendship!! *massivetacklehugs*
Oh my goodness, I'm sorry for your loss! That's a nasty shock. I'm glad you did have such a great time with Ken.
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy for you right now... it's beautiful when things just come together, no matter how late in the season it may be. Best of Yuletide blessings to you!!
So sorry to hear of his death. So glad the girls contacted you and are building a relationship with you. Reminds me of a dear sweet friend that the same thing happened to. I use to eat whole beans rather than bother with the brewing process. I don't do that any more.
ReplyDeleteKindle - bummer my brother sells Nooks at B&N I have an app on my computer that allows me to read both kinds of e books.
Sorry to hear about Ken; what a horrible shock! It's great that his daughters are back in your life, and you finally got the truth, although it had to be heart wrenching. ((HUG))
ReplyDeleteCongrats on your kindle status.... WOOT!
So sorry to hear about Ken's death! At least you now know it was nothing you did or didn't do. Fortunately you've reconnected with his daughters. Congrats on the Kindle deal. My husband just got me the Kindle Fire for an early Christmas present.
ReplyDeleteHugs, Karen T.
I am as always amazed by you. I am glad that you have had some time to heal and also those amazing women back in your life. May 2012 be so much better than 2011. Be blessed dear...and have I told you...words do not express how wonderful you are.
ReplyDeleteThanks, LaChesta!! I have no problem with "better late than never." It's the "better" that counts, right? lmao!!! And I have lots to be thankful for, including the amazing man in my life right now. Happy Yule to you too, foxy!!!! *many hugs*
ReplyDeleteFibro Witch, Ken did the same thing. He had such a coffee addiction he always carried a few beans in his pocket to chew on if he got a craving.
ReplyDeleteAs for Nooks, I hear it is easy to "root" (jailbreak) them. Since they are just android tablets you can use them like that when you root them and add whatever apps you want to them, including the Kindle app. Cool, huh?
Love you!!!
Thanks, Keltikmystique!! Yeah, my heart has been wrenched to the max this year. In fact it has changed me. I've talked a bit about that on this blog and at G+ (which I use as a kinda diary to work through things before I post them here).
ReplyDeleteI've been making a list of how all the ups and downs in my life and love relationships have changed me, and when I figure it all out I'll talk about it here. For a long time it made me sad because I'm not the chick I used to be, and I really liked her. Too much sadness, too much heavy stuff dumped on me the last 3 years.
But this month I can see, although I have changed, I like this new ME more than I thought I would. She's just a bit different. Less emotionally attached, a tad more serious, and something else I can't quite put into words yet. *lol* But when I do you can bet it will appear on this blog. *lol*
Thanks, Karen, you are so sweet! Your comments mean a lot to me. And what a great hubby!!! The Kindle Fire ROCKS!!!! xoxoxox
ReplyDeleteRowan Phoenix, you're right. And that's what his daughter said. She wanted me to know I wasn't dumped or deserted. Everything was just as I had thought it was: he loved me. She said that many times, because she wanted me to know how much he loved me.
ReplyDeleteBut he died.
You are so sweet. I'm thrilled you are in my life too! I have to admit I'm amazed I survived some of this stuff. Definitely swaying on my feet with shock and numbness at times. But still standing. lmao!!!
Love you dearly and I hope your 2012 rocks too!!!! *manyhugs*
I am so glad everything worked out. So great to hear you happy!!!! You deserve it. I am sorry about K, that I called him Bug Boy and even sorrier that I wanted to squish him. :/ Fabulous about Kindle and lucky for me I am a Prime member! Woot! Tell M hello. School is on break for 6 weeks starting today so that means personal time for me again! *Thank the moon* Get in touch, Love. I miss you. *naughty kisses from me & Ben*
ReplyDeleteWow! You get a 6 week break? Awesome! You're gonna need it to catch up, foxy!! lmao!!! Yeah, text me or email me whenever you have the time. You know I always love hearing from one of my best girlfriends. *wink*
ReplyDeleteBug boy. *sigh* We had no idea when he kept appearing in that form it was his only earthly form. Sad. As for squishing, what can I say? You're getting better on the shoot-first-ask-questions-later Alpha responses. lmao!!!
Yes, I am happy. It's been a helluva year. But like I always say I'm lucky M never gave up on me. ;)
I didn't know you are a Prime member. Woot!!! I don't know if there are any books of mine you haven't read yet, but they are all in the Kindle Owner's Lending Library now for Prime members. Too cool, huh? I really love how that system works. It's been very good to me so far.
Love you dearly!!! Many wet kisses for you and Ben!!!
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ReplyDeleteI know I am late reading, RL has kept me busy:) Sorry to hear that Ken died but now you can have closure and peace. I love that you are always so positive and upbeat!! Congrats on the Amazon deal, that is amazing! Will you be doing Kindlegraphs?? You are ending 2011 on a positive note:)
ReplyDeleteAwesome to see you here, luvtwilight!!! Yeah, RL is insane this year for both of us. lol My next blog post will be about how I have emerged from this and the interesting changes I have noticed in me.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the congrats!!! I'll have to look into Kindlegraphs. I forgot all about them. Love you!!! xoxoxoxo